May be am the one who have touched ur heart very closely and or may be am the one hu have strucked ur mind severely.
I never disclosed my myself, bcoz
Never explain yourself. Your friends don't need it and your enemies won't believe it
Have u ever seen a kid's ecstasy after getting the chocos from its long cry?
Have u ever smelt the smell of ground before rain?
Have u ever cried in the lonely nights?
Have u ever spent ur whole busy day with ur close ones?
Have u ever ditched by some close ones?
Have u ever conversed with twinkling stars in the terrace?
Have u ever worried for someones pain?
Have u ever noticed some one striving for food? Have u ever helped them?
Have u ever enjoyed ur silence?
Have u ever enjoyed morning fog?
Have u ever smel the fragrance newly borned jasmine?
Have u ever smiled to some anonymous?
Have u ever regret for hurting ur someone?
Have u ever annoyed urself?
These things may look funny, sometyms i may seems to be very crazy! but these things are essensing the whole life! AM enjoying wenever i see , wenever i felt these things. According to me this is so called ecstasy! Acc to me this is ma joy! My joy or ecstasy shld nt cme frm nyone's tears/sarrow!
I kno wat am, I kno whr am. Am here to live my OWN LYF, not others! so plz............. !! I have some own identity ! I dnt want to lose that unless until it hurtz some REAL ONES !!
Am least bothered abt how others are defining me!As i have mentioned this is ma orginality! I dnt want ny mask to cover ma face. Am happy with what am
Am going in my way!Alone, alone, alone all the way !
I have no fear of being alone/ walking alone! But still my fear is r u peepz r safe? I neva worried abt this lonely lyf! But my concern is will it be safe for u widout me!
Seriously Nobdy knows wat am thinking, wat am telling! Most of the peeps know ma smiling face only ! Most of the peeps kno ma violent action only ! lol ! But seriously this is not at all real all the tyms!
Life moulded me ! These changes are irrespective of ma woe! Juz i have adapted, coz i was forced to do so! I have hurted so may in my past lyf !I have made them cry !
I dunno how am going to compensate those immatured things! Seriously I have no ego to ask them sorry for what i have done! But those things wnt vanish coz of my sorry!
I am backstabbed by soneones. I am ditched by fewone! bt still have smile in my face!
When i start to rationalise/realize abt life, the first thing comes in my mind is " God Shld be crazy" . Am either atheist, nor a theist ! I was a theist in my past life ! Now am a least bothered wheather he is existing or non existing!
I have one kosteen! Acc to newtons third law "Every axn has an equal and opp reacn" God is existing coz of devils or devils are existing bcoz of god?
lol! nothing offense i meant! some cranky thinkings ;)
I have some ambitions or goals! I will alive/boast here until achieve that!
Life is teaching me the lesson! am also learning day by day! I dunno how its gng to treat me! Anyhw some of ma char i wnt change ! My one and only wish is i have to accomlish wat am dreaming for so long years :)
If u r a theist do pray for me, if u r an atheist do wish me :).
- Ithayathil irunthu innum varum-
